could anybody give me guide? i am lost. no idea what to do :(
felt depressed and all.
i could not described how i feel right now
all i want to do is to sleep all day and continue being hopeless
If I sleep too much, my parents complain.
If I don’t get enough sleep, my parents complain.
If I eat too much, my parents complain.
If I don’t eat enough, my parents complain.
If I’m always in my room, my parents complain.
If I go out too much, my parents complain.
I CAN’T FUCKING WIN.
decided to burn some calories today
hahaha nice one
So, i have been wanted to connect with you and vice versa. I built a bridge for both of us to stay connected .But guess what, we took it for granted.
Many things had happened.Sick of it.Digusted. Whatever.
it’s my fault anyway. Sorry i made you disappointed. Sorry you didn’t have faith in my anymore. Sorry i gave you heart break. I am sorry
So i wanna walk away, leave the pain. Instead of giving you more heart break and disappointment
Slowly i burn the bridge because i did not want to connect with you anymore. You were the greatest person who i look up to. Slowly i hate you,i wanna break away. i wanna run away. Live on my own. I believe, i could stand on my own feet. I believe i could do it on my own.
I used to be so much more invested in finding common ground with other people in order to forge friendships and alliances.
These days I appear to be far more invested in pushing away those with which I have little in common.
When did alienation take precedence over connection? Years of inexplicable rejection, I suppose.